Miss You Lav!!

I don’t have words to express,

I don’t have tears to shed,

I don’t have a reason to smile,

And I don’t have a hand to hold me,

All I have is the desire to be yours forever.

I lay awake at nights

And the colors fade out

My vision blurs with loneliness

And suddenly I realize tears

Flowing down my cheeks.

I still keep praying God

To hold you safe in the Heavens

I smile whenever I look at the skies

For I know you are there, watching me from the Heavens.

You’ve always been my reason

To Live and Love the way I do.

Will I Ever Get Over You ........ ?

Whenever people ask me to forget You
And move on with my Life
I smile inside of me
Wishing to ask them
How can i ever move on
When my life is gone with the Love of my life ....
Its a Myth that am Still alive
Even after you're Gone.

My Mind asks me to
Forget Her name thats always been the first thing i utter
Forget Her Face thats tatooed deep into my Heart
Forget Her Kisses thats been the cause of my survival
Forget her warm Embrace that was meant only for me
Forget Our Love thats always been the root of our Lives
Forget that She was Mine
Forget You being my Skin and Me being the best beat of Your Heart
Forget Her when our favourite song was played
Forget Her Walks n Her Beautiful Talks
Forget Her Beautiful Eyes that had a lot of Unsaid Love in them
Forget the way I held Her tight
Forget the time that went so fast

Remember She's Gone Forever
Miss You Lav ......

Will I Ever Get Over You Lav ....... ?
My Heart Answers
Never ................
Luv U My Lav .........

Reaching out for U ..

When you smiled, I smiled with you,

When you cried, I feel it deep into my Heart 

You are my soul, my heart reaching out to you,

Even after knowing that You can never come back to be Mine

Be my eyes when I can’t see,

Be my voice when I can’t speak,

Be my life when darkness creeps on me,

 
Throw the stars that shine so bright,

Cross the sky and cross the night to be with Me Forever

Trying to Make ways to be right by your side

Hold me close and never let me go

Hold me tight even when am not with You

Save the love we have forever
 
Cos I'll die to keep loving You as i always did ..
 
 

 
Save me, when my dream catches fire

Spare me, in my only desire

Wake me, when the pain is over

Take me, now with You
 
Love You So Much My Lav ...
 
Rest In Peace .....

Waiting for You :-)

How is it that I can feel you so deeply in Me
Even after You were Gone 
Sometimes I feel so close to You 
But You're so very far away. 

If I can't touch You, 
I hope I can at least touch Your heart. 
For You have touched my heart 
in a very special way. 

It seems that fate brought us together. 
I was so alone until I found You. 
Now, whenever I think of You, 
I can't help but smile. 

During the day 
my thoughts often turn to You. 
Our daily conversations 
Are the highlight of my day. 
I long for the day 
when I can touch You, hold You, 
feel Your warm embrace. 

I want to see Your lovely smile 
just before the sweetness. 
I want to walk with You along the beach,
In all places that ever exist.

I want to treat You the way 
You should be treated. 
With all the respect, affection, and tenderness You deserve. 
I am patiently waiting for You. 
Because I know in my heart.. 
''You are more than worth the wait''. 
I really 'am waiting for You to hop into my arms one more time
And this time, I Swear On God..
Am Never Gonna Let You Go ... :-)

To My Most Wonderful Lav !!

I sit here on this cold night
There's one bright star in the sky that i see
I wish I could find Happiness
But all I could do is Cry



There are memories of You in my head

There’s loneliness in my heart
I wish my life wasn't so hard
And that we weren't so far apart

You in Heaven n I in Hell

I miss that fire in your eyes
I miss the way you smile
You took away that empty feeling
and made every thing worth.

I know you touched my heart 

With a Love that can never be replaced

You cared for me like no one else did

You Promised never to let me go

But you did go away to the Gods above me

I love you so much
with all my heart and it still hurts so much

To even think that You can never belong with me Anymore.

Though We are You n I now

Nothing can still separate You being in me

And Me being in You

Miss you my Heart ... 

Maa ..... You are the Best

I woke up in the middle of the Night feeling Insecure
Darkness around me all of a sudden
I couldn't feel the fresh Air around me
I couldn't see the whirling fan or the Dim table -lamp
All i could ever see was Darkness ..

I couldn't think about things that usually occupy me
I couldn't text my friends or even talk to them
I couldn't continue reading my favorite book
The Music that i usually listen to seemed mute
The awesome  football game between my favorite teams seemed blank
But There was a definite calmness around me

I felt like i was floating on some water body
Whenever i felt Hungry it seemed like the food reached down to me
To satisfy my Hunger ...
It seemed like someone was holding me onto them
I could feel them Moving carefully .... Cos i was holding onto them
I could feel their happiness whenever i moved
I didn't really Know Who i really was ......... Everything seemed to forget ...
It all seemed like a miracle n there was Peace all around me ..

There was a sudden Cry of Pain
I was yearning to tell her that I never wanted to hurt her this way
I really wanted to Cry out my Promise to her that i'll never give her any more pain in life
I could feel myself moving
I could feel the water body that was holding me getting completely drained off
I could see myself moving slowly towards Bright Light
I could sense somebody Pushing me out
I could see HER hold on me withdrawing itself
I couldn't open my eyes or feel anything for a moment or so
I felt someone slapping me hard

I suddenly came back to my senses n realised who i really was
I cried out My promise to my Mom that i will never ever Hurt her again in life
I could see her physical pains draining off as soon as i cried my promise out to her
She laid me close to her ... on her Heart filled with Love
I could feel her kissing all over me ...
Well really wished to die on her lap cos i wanted her to be my start n end ....

Maa .......  Thanks for bearing me amidst all your Physical n mental pains ......
I promise to be yours forever ..... Never will i leave u maa .......

I Belong With You

I wana hold Your Hands and walk miles together
I wana hold you in my Heart for Eternities together
Never wana miss You even if its for a While
You know why my life is so beautiful
Cos You come in right away n Fill it with Love,Love n lots of Love...

Hug me harder for my worries to die
Hold me up for my tears to dry
Love me girl, For my loneliness to fly away ..
Your Pains are Mine
Your Sorrows n Tears are Mine

I'am really Selfish when it comes to Loving You
I'am really Happy that this World calls it "Possessiveness"

I can feel u deep within me every little second
No God's can ever explain this feeling between us
Is this what we call Love ...............?
Well ... It is something more than Love
Something more than even the God can define
It is something more than Love,God or Humanity.
It can only exist between u n me ..
Cos You are bing Yourself n am being Myself n
We are being Ourselves together.

I keep myself awake every night just to Watch u Sleep
I empty my thoughts just to listen to You
I keep myself blank for You to fill me up ..
I keep myself awake just to look into Your Most beautiful eyes n say
                                          "I Love You"
My mornings Miss You
My Evenings Seeks You
Where were You all these days ........................ ?

A Lifetime is never gonna be Enough to Love You
Lots of Unsaid Love still remains deep into my Heart
Take me with You

                       I belong with You..... Now n Forever ........