Thursday, July 21, 2011

My Eyes Still Look out for You !!

Every morning, I wake up
With a hope of winning you back from the Gods.
And every night I lie awake in pain,
For, I keep failing to win you back.
Colors are all the same
And emotions seemed similar.

I cry for joy and laugh for sorrows
The long roads that I travel on,
Seemed to remind me,
That life moves on, no matter what happens.
But the parallel rail roads tell me that,
You’re always with me wherever I go in life.

I still smell you in the air around me,
And I see us together,
At places where our love once grew.
Whenever people ask me of you,
I reply them with my tears
And they never seem to dry.
Miss you in every little thing that I do.
Need you badly to start living my life,
With you and your love.
Love You!

Goddess of Love !!

If you were an ocean,
I would spend you drop by drop
And if you were a drop
I would treasure you forever.
Either ways, it’s just you and only you.
Life with you or death without you,
Is all I need to take me through to you.

Time keeps running out ;
But your memories in me never fade away.
There are always high tides in my ocean of love
Every time I start to think of you,
And once again I start living you in me.
I keep losing myself to you
Every single time you blink an eye at me.

Hey Goddess of Love,
I stand here begging for your return,
For, my arms ache
Because they aren’t holding you any longer
And all my senses are long dead,
Ever since you were gone
Love is you, No matter where you are
And you will forever define it for me.
Though we are far apart,
Our souls are inter-connected.
Love You!

Life's Incomplete !!

Life without love is never worth living
And love without you is never complete.
You’ve completed me in all ways, big and small
And your smile lightens my heart as ever.
A drop of tear from you and am broken down.
I always feel you in the air around me
Though I cannot see you anwhere,
Life’s always been a beautiful walk to remember
And I still pride in holding your hands
All through our journey called love.
A promise of never parting from You
Still defines my existence in this world.
Love You!

If this was a Movie ... ?

Last night I heard my own heart, beating
And it felt like the footsteps of an Angel
That I’ve been craving for.
Time keeps moving on
Wanting me to move on in life,
I’m still reaching out for you,
Though I know you’re not going to be there,
For me, this time around.

Thinking about everything we shared,
With you and me,
May be am just going back too much
Wishing to live you in me all over again.
I really wish it were a movie
And you standing outside my door,
Waving through heavy rains
For me to come out and hold you tight,
And kiss you hard to let our love grow.

I hate the fate
That denied me a date
With you and your love.
Love You!

Life's empty without You !!

Longer my nights become,
When I think about those days,
My mind, body and soul revolved around you.
You painted my life a beautiful sky
And filled it with your shades of love.
People called me crazy and they still do,
But I don’t care, for, it’s you all over me.
You changed my rules
And taught me to be my ownself.
I loved the way we loved,
May be because I had the best girl in the planet.

The colors fade away by themselves
And the music turns itself off
Whenever I think you are gone,
Too far beyond my reach.
Love came to us when we were
Too young for this world,
And it could never leave us,
For, we defined it in a better way.
You always shine in my sky,
As the brightest star, twinkling all the way through.
And I promise now girl,
That there’ll be no other stars in my sky.
Waiting for you to sweep me off,
One last time.
Love you!

Love is You

I keep searching for your breathe,
In the air that surrounds me.
I keep searching for your tears of Happiness,
In the deepest oceans around me.
My heart pretends to beat
Just to keep me alive,
Ever since you were gone.
You are forever my reason,
For the sad smiles and happy tears.
Love was just love
Before it came to us.
And Love is You
After it became ours.
Miss you more than words ever mean.
Love You!

Happy Valentine's day

A day that dawned so beautifully,
With a mind that’s been thinking of
You every moment it exists,
A heart that’ll forever beat your name,
Eyes that sees you in everything they see
Ears that hear you in everything they hear
Smile and tears joining hands together
Whenever you come dancing thro’ our memories,
With a love that’s possible
Only between “My You” and “Your Me”
I’m here wishing you
A very happy “Valentine’s day”.
Love You!

The Journey !!

The journey seemed like a never-ending One,
The roads seemed to go on and on forever
The trees withered in the sands of time
Skins wrinkled and Pages were worn out,
Only to be torn.
Batteries down and the clocks grew old with time.
Black hair turned grey and eyes seemed less beautiful
The good became bad and the bad turned evil
Speeches were made without words,
And words changed their meanings.
The rocks were aging,
And the sun became warmer.
Hearts lost love and people lost Humanity.
Though whole world transformed itself into another,
Here lies a soul that still loves you more
With every passing moment of his life,
Travelling together with your memories,
Like railway tracks, Never destined
To be in each other’s arms till an eternity.
Love You!

Come Back Lav!! Plsss ........

Holding my breath,
And skipping a beat in my heart,
Every moment you come into my mind.
Sadness and pain have for long
Been my closest friends
Ever since this earth refused to hold you.

I still am holding onto You
With a hope that You can’t be gone this soon
Leaving me alone in this dreadful world
That once loved you and held you in her arms.
My life with you has always been,
 The best moment of my whole life,
For,  I got Love, Life and You.
Please come back to me soon
We’ve got a whole live to live.
Love You!

Sleepless Nights

Here I’m as always,
Spending sleepless nights
Forcing laughter and faking smiles
Living our memories alone
In a place called “Here”
That was once meant to be Ours.

This night is moving away into a dawn,
And I still live,
Amidst walls of uncertainty
Shifting my eyes through the darkness of nights
Desperate to find your face in it
But as always I get to,
Wake up to the tear-wetted pillows of mine.

Please don’t fall in love with the Gods,
Please don’t let him love you,
Walking to and fro in our room
Wishing for a knock on the door, by you.
But life’s after-all a dream
Ever since you were gone.
Love You!

The Elixir of my Life

It’s been too long,
Ever since I wake up to the brightness
Of your ever-glowing face.
And it is so deeply carved into me,
That I can hardly let it go off me.
Wish I could accept this fate,
That denied me a Life with you.
And I wish I could still love God
Even after he ripped You off my life.
Your silence screams Good-bye
And that’s frightening me to the end of my world.

When we thought we had control,
Our love got burned down by fate.
And I fell from the height of our love
Down to the hardest reality called “Life”.
Waiting with broken hopes and bleeding heart,
Pumping your love into me,
Every little moment I live.
Love You!

You're the One

I can forever see you and feel you,
In my dreams,
 That’s always belonged to you.
But a voice deep inside me
Wakes me up, hitting me hard
That you’re gone too far, beyond my reach.

Is life all about being kicked around?
And taken for a ride
By Egoistic and soul-less people.. ?
After all life is a game too, Isn’t it.. ?
Life just moves on,
With every passing day giving me
A little more time to get over you
I don’t know if I can move on from you
Fighting the odds of today
To start fighting the tomorrows of my life.
It hurts to live my life without you
But the pain’s definitely worth it.
You are all I need
To fall in love again.
Love You ! 

Waiting for You !!

There’s a song,
That keeps running through my mind
Whenever I think of you
And the way you loved me.
My heart skips its beat
For , I come to realize,
That you aren’t mine anymore.

I just kneel down to the ground,
Fold both my hands together
And pray to be yours and only yours
For I know that you’re my only hope.
I gave you my destiny
And I gave you every little piece of me
Only to be left alone
In a world that’s never meant to be ours.

It hurts not to see you on me
And it kills not to see you with me
With a never-dying hope,
I still live my life, the way you wanted it to be.
Waiting for you near the gates of Heaven
Only to make you mine and never leave you again.

The Connection

Her thoughts rush in, Like Air
That rushes to fill in a vacuum.
A void that existed is now no more.
Because of her grace and love
I still can’t get enough of her,
And I crave for more and more moments,
That would turn into eternities together.
A kind of madness prevailing in me,
Like the early morning fog,
Too stubborn to even move away.

A changed meaning of Life,
With a deeper sense of joy around me,
A beautiful world is what I see,
Through her eyes.
Though life is Mechanical,
It’s been meaningful since I met her.
Every little word I say to her,
Always meant more than what they really did.

My ego’s and attitudes packed their bags,
And I’ve always seen the best of me, through her.
Life is never about being perfect,
But it’s all about accepting imperfections
And still loving the one for who they really are.
A sacrifice, so sublime and so pure,
In its truest of senses.

I still re-live those moments,
Which were ours back then,
And get suffocated with her Love.
A smile finds its way to my lips
And a beautiful feeling,
Embraces my heart with warmth
whenever I think about her.
She’s an invisible force,
pulling through my being.
I resisted, but all in vain.
I Love You!

Memories on a paper

You may be too far away from me,
But I can always feel you in me.
Writing words that mean much more
Than what they seem to be
To let you what I’ve been through
Since the time you were gone.

It’s always been only you, who understands,
The weird turns of my restless mind
And the unfortunate beats of my lonesome heart.
I leave you words,
Written on the sands of time
Hoping you would read them
Before the time runs out.

I still find your arms the safest of all
And your love, the purest of all
It’s far too bad and a disgrace
That I couldn’t travel “THE JOURNEY”
With you one last time
And that will forever remain,
The unforgiven mistake of mine.

Writing words of love, to let you know
That you were, are and will forever be,
My reason to live and love
It’s you whom I’ll turn to, for love
You are the best beat my heart’s ever had
And you’ll forever be the best breathe
That I’ve ever had.
Miss you with me, but never in me.

Fate ..... ?

They called it fate
And I call it an accident
The pain is Gone
But the sadness still exists
Death had never bothered me
Till I saw her Die
Certain Memories are Joy
And some are real pain
An early morning Song
Spreads its sadness on me for the whole day.
Whenever people smile,
I see the sadness that was to follow
And whenever people cired,
I saw the happiness that was waiting
Around the corner.

If this is Fate,
Then I’d hate it.
If this was meant to be an accident,
I’d rather live with it.

Unsaid Love

I love the feeling
That wants me to be yours forever.
My Unfulfilled Love for you
Is always hard to digest.
Just a mere thought of you
Heightens every little sense of mine.
My days are lived through my dreams at nights.
You magnify my emotions and made me feel a Man.
I still have a lot of Unsaid Love
That’s waiting to be spelled to you
In its own beautiful ways.

I’ve been feeling this feeling
Which belonged to us
You’re autumn, now mine as spring
With a metallic finger – ring
On a turquoise day wedding
As green olives awaiting
All my memories yearning
Awaiting my love, With love
Though I know for a fact
That you can never be mine again

Living with a hope
That you’ve given me
Life or Death, Its with you.